so what are you busy with now?
handling with the mid-year sweetly?

well, i failed my english language once again for the 3rd term.
somehow, im questioning the present standard, or im rather confused:

has it done me any justice by giving me a failing mark?

so i guess, i need a trying period to realise my folly.
most prolly by then, my stand will be still the same.
well, the fact is: im really stubborn at times ((:

getting off from the topic;
so what im up with now of these days?

classical music.

theres definitely a reason to that:

1 my musician neighbour
2 a nightmare.

i dreamt of this a few months back.
ive a vague uneasiness to this dream;
somehow i can recall some pathetic fragments.
but the vivid account of this certain part still plays as clearly as before:

A woman slaughtering up the body of this unconcious man.
and as it goes on, this unfamilar classical music playing in the background
as i saw blood splattering every corner.
that lady seemed rather calm;
that music totally fits in the situation.

and that morning,
im humming the similar classical music when im eating my breakfast.
i couldnt recall whats with the sudden interest in classicals,
when that part of my dream started replaying in my head at the sudden moment.
oh wells, nightmares are like dailybread (to me).
somehow, im used to it after years of torment (;

yep. i guess its time to start mugging agn.
takecare my fellow cool mates.