IN THE DARKEST TIME, SOMTHING ILLUMINATED..

HELLOhelloHEELLLOOOO, MYY Beddddd ((:
i love youuuuuu, so - so - so muchhhyyy.
as early as i came back,
i hopped onto you like as if ive not been with you for ages.
you're so kindd and gentle in every angle,
that i cant help planting a kiss on your cheeks.
-a love confession for my 2-year-old friend-

well, my bed is really comfortable ((:
anyway, exams are 'partly' over.
the times when..
my tummy tends to flip over every now and then,
puking all over the living room,
nasty tummyaches,
scary sleep walkings,
and nose bleeding days are finally taking a rest now
yesterday my nose was bleeding really badly.
i didnt know it was leaking,
not until it heartlessly dripped onto my precious bowl of rice.
AND I AM NOT WEAK AT ALL.
I CAN REALLY HANDLE EXAMS, IN THE COOLEST WAY. NO WORRIES ((:

well, mum thinks that im really good for nothing.
besides having a whole list of sweet flattery words (but im always speaking the truth),
an eccentric mind and weird being,
she wondered how i actually managed to survive in this callous world.
i tend to bleed when im studying;
having backaches when im drawing;
sleep walk when im worried and.. ive no idea.
i am actually having my own activities out there when i am asleep.
and she saw me doing it, theres no way for me to deny:

i can pick up the phone and engaged in conversations,
clean up my tables(which i'll never do that), and pack up my books yesterday night.
i slept really early yesterday and when i woke up,
everything is neat and nice when i see it.
i thanked jason for packing up my tables this very morning,
and the most hilarious thing is, i packed those stuff up myself.
books nicely arranged on the shelf and papers all in the files.
im used to an untidy lifestyle;
but i gradually found out that everything around me are getting tidier each day.

well, i guess im really sick,
literally.
assumptions cant work; im powwowing a doctor very soon.